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PePPeR .* 2002-04-15T16:43:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:52565 2002-04-15T16:43:34Z 2002-04-15T16:43:34Z Phish - Sparkle ... it is possibly my favorite quote ever. it applies to an exact moment of my life. exact quotation from my best (male) friend. exact thought that ran through my head. but i would've never thought to put it down in words this way. y'all know how that wor ks. <br /><br />*~He said, "It's going to rain."<br />And right then, I knew that it was all wrong.<br />And that it all had to change.<br />And that that change ...<br />had to start ... with me.~*<br /><br />weeeeeeeeeee. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:52326 2002-04-07T22:22:38Z 2002-04-07T22:22:38Z New Found Glory - The Glory of Love (Peter Cetera cover) <a href="http://www.teenopendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B387138">http://www.teenopendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B387138</a><br /><br />go and leave me notes ... whether on the pad on the main page, or (more preferably) in my entries. make sure to sign them - your livejournal username is fine. or whatever. as long as i know who it is.<br />bye guys :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:52210 2002-04-05T05:57:11Z 2002-04-05T05:57:11Z <a href="http://www.frashii.com/romjul.swf">http://www.frashii.com/romjul.swf</a><br /><br />GO THERE RIGHT NOW<br />and make sure ur sound is on urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:51791 2002-04-04T17:57:42Z 2002-04-04T17:57:42Z someone has disappeared from my friends list (it went down one), but i cannot figure out who is missing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:51653 2002-03-30T06:05:19Z 2002-03-30T06:05:19Z "C is for Cookie" hehehe those dancy blob thingies. that people have on their ljs. they come in different colors. where can i get one? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:51363 2002-03-26T03:56:57Z 2002-03-26T03:56:57Z <center><a href="http://partly-cloudy.org/ls/" target="new"><br /><img src="http://partly-cloudy.org/ls/lemon.png" border="0"></a><br><br /><a href="http://partly-cloudy.org/ls/" target="new">Find out which LifeSaver you are.</a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:50959 2002-03-25T23:48:02Z 2002-03-25T23:48:02Z Fiddler music :) well, to squeeze two months or whatever into a paragraph or so, a lot has happened. the biggest thing is that my school is in the middle of rehearsals for our spring musical production this year, <u>Fiddler on the Roof</u>. IT IS GOING TO KICK ASS. i don't have a really big part, but it's big enough for me, and fun. i'm shaindel. in case you know the story (which you all should, because it's awesome), shaindel is motel the tailor's mother. motel is played by charlie :) my other friends with speaking parts in the play are phoebe (golde), beth (grandmother tzeitel), tommy (lazar wolf - though he should've been tevye), kat (bielke), paul z. (perchik), chris (avram the book seller), stevie (yulik the fish seller hehe), and of course my bestest friend kelly is hodel! YAY kelly!!!! i'm really enjoying being shaindel and i love this musical.<br />um ... in other news ... tommy and i are definitely getting along a lot better. we had a nearly year-long fight, but about a week ago we talked, and we're getting better every day. i missed him so much, so happiness :) yay. ummmm ... kelly and charlie broke up, and so did kat and steve ... i got some poems into markings, the school literary magazine - ill post them sometime ... i'm doing so much better this quarter in school :), and ... wednesday is my last day of school before easter / spring break! YAY!<br />so life is good :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:50749 2002-03-25T23:35:38Z 2002-03-25T23:35:38Z CCR - Have You Ever Seen The Rain i'm back. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:50635 2002-03-23T01:49:11Z 2002-03-23T01:49:11Z Ani Difranco - Dilate <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />1. full name is jessica renee metz<br />2. was born at 10:08 a.m. on august 14th, 1985<br />3. could never, and still can’t, touch her toes without bending her knees<br />4. sleeps with boo-boo the dog and puff the penguin and her baby blanket<br />5. can’t remember anything before she was four<br />6. hates rap – thinks it’s not even music<br />7. can speak some italian<br />8. owns a rose made out of a paper towel<br />9. loses her voice whenever she gets sick<br />10. doesn't drink dark soda<br />11. can’t figure out how to use chopsticks<br />12. can get herself home from almost anywhere on the east coast without a map<br />13. adores everything from ty, inc.<br />14. doesn’t eat pork, bacon, sausage, or veal<br />15. likes flannel pillowcases and down comforters<br />16. loves glass floors, walls, elevators, etc.<br />17. needs a lot of sugar to get hyper<br />18. always tans<br />19. loves roller coasters, except for the really big drops at the beginning<br />20. never wears a watch<br />21. is allergic to alcohol<br />22. has no idea what she wants to do for a living<br />23. loves those poetry-magnet thingies<br />24. knows exactly who she is going to marry<br />25. is terrible at math<br />26. thinks dyed hair looks cool, but will probably never dye her own<br />27. is part scottish<br />28. only cried at two movies ever (simon birch, a walk to remember)<br />29. spends way too much time on her computer and online <br />30. loves popcorn with lots of butter<br />31. has seen every single episode of “the wonder years”<br />32. loves to wear bracelets, but usually gets rashes from them<br />33. can’t sew<br />34. likes jell-o, especially the green kind<br />35. always remembers birthdays<br />36. hates dirty dishes, and doing the dishes<br />37. loves dark chocolate with raspberry stuff inside<br />38. has two holes in each ear, and wants more<br />39. can sit perfectly still for two minutes, seven seconds before fidgeting<br />40. still can’t find her way around christiana mall<br />41. gets along much better with guys than with girls<br />42. needs pitch blackness to sleep – can’t sleep with light<br />43. also can’t sleep with silence<br />44. spells wonderfully<br />45. likes huge fuzzy slippers, but hates socks<br />46. uses dot dot dot a lot …<br />47. loves candles and incense<br />48. has never smoked or done drugs in her life<br />49. likes pens that write glittery, but almost nothing else glittery<br />50. sings to herself<br />51. likes the color yellow<br />52. doesn't watch much television<br />53. always remembers her dreams<br />54. has a small stuffed dog hanging from her bedroom doorknob<br />55. likes fruity smells much better than flowery smells<br />56. doesn’t like things that glow in the dark<br />57. loves miniature things<br />58. likes shakespeare, but doesn’t like his language (thy, thee, etc.)<br />59. never feels sixteen … always feels much younger or much older<br />60. wishes she could have cool theme music when she walks like john travolta<br />61. liked country music for about a month before hating it again<br />62. likes inside jokes<br />63. doesn't carry a backpack<br />64. doesn’t like writing or reading things sdrawkcab<br />65. has a hermit crab named gershwin<br />66. tends to forget words<br />67. likes spelling things the british way (colour, theatre)<br />68. loves surprises<br />69. never, ever holds grudges<br />70. hates history – especially dates<br />71. loves swings<br />72. is 0.0000000000000000182569 light years tall<br />73. doesn’t have a particular favorite animal … likes eagles, giraffes, polar bears, puppies, penguins, ducks, frogs, pigs, and turtles<br />74. thinks reincarnation might be possible<br />75. loves pajamas – has more pajamas than any other article of clothing<br />76. can find one good trait in everyone<br />77. doesn’t believe in love at first sight or fate<br />78. wears sneakers in school without a pass (and never gets asked for one)<br />79. loves analyzing dreams, and is very good at it<br />80. misses her old friends sometimes<br />81. loves to be picked up, cradled, and spun<br />82. doesn't want to grow up<br />83. likes it when she sits down and her feet don’t touch the ground<br />84. hates most shoes<br />85. sometimes goes out and drives around in circles, with no particular destination<br />86. spends way too much money on her friends<br />87. sees no point in graphing quadratic functions<br />88. is a huge night owl, and never gets enough sleep (if any at all)<br />89. has horrible eyesight in her right eye, but perfect 20/20 in her left <br />90. can recall where she was on any given moment on september 11, 2001<br />91. hates salads, but likes croutons with ranch dressing<br />92. hardly ever wears makeup<br />93. believes in angels<br />94. believes in miracles<br />95. believes in herself<br />96. thinks that children are a lot wiser than they are given credit for<br />97. likes lava lamps, but has never owned one<br />98. would like to walk on the moon, but is scared to death of going out into space<br />99. wants to be able to talk to animals<br />100. wants to live for just one year completely disconnected from all civilization<br />101. thinks the economy and the government are screwed up beyond hope <br />102. thinks rainy days are the best days for walks<br />103. has kaleidoscope eyes, like the girl in “lucy in the sky with diamonds”<br />104. chews her ticket stub during scary parts in movies<br />105. loves cold weather<br />106. thinks roses are beautiful, but boring<br />107. does not want a webcam – is afraid she’ll forget to turn it off<br />108. loves oreos, especially double-stuf, and oreo ice cream<br />109. has a higher iq than people would think<br />110. hates spicy food<br />111. loves milk, but it has to have the right kind of taste<br />112. once almost got crushed beneath the garage door<br />113. loves to stare out at the ocean and the stars at night, on the beach, and think about how small she is<br />114. had absolutely no trouble compiling this list urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:50253 2002-03-10T13:50:59Z 2002-03-10T13:50:59Z Weezer - Holiday my paid account expires tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:50140 2002-03-08T22:02:18Z 2002-03-08T22:02:18Z Fiddler On The Roof Broadway Soundtrack - TRADITION!!!!!!!!! ... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:49855 2002-02-09T15:54:33Z 2002-02-09T15:54:33Z Weezer - The Good Life <div><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=18844">View Poll: You'd better answer this!!</a></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:49631 2002-02-03T22:52:23Z 2002-02-03T22:52:23Z Me First and the Gimme Gimmes - Walking On Sunshine ahhhh! hi! i saw everyone else doing this and REALLY wanted to, even though i'm not supposed to be on lj. but i'm sneaking on just for this one. :) <b>all</b> of my friends are in this (novel-length) entry!! so find yourself!!!!! it's in alphabetical order according to username. if you're on my friends list, CLICK IT AND READ! betcha it's flattering. ;)<br />please leave comments on this to cheer me up :)<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/adcott/">you</a> are just awesome. of all the people i've met through livejournal (and basically through the entire internet), i definitely talk to you the most, and enjoy it. our games of pictionary and our conversations about milk are classic. plus, you host my moodtheme and all my pictures. plus, you have a british accent. :) in short, you rock. a lot.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/asciident/">you</a> i was scared of at first. lol. i added you to my instant messenger buddylist and read your profile, and it said "don't expect me to be nice" and all this stuff. i was like ... um. but then i discovered you like ani difranco!! and it was like ... YAY!!!!! lol. and your journal is cool looking.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/bertho/">you</a> seem very cool, judging by not only your journal entries, but your fun answers to my polls and all the comments you leave in my journal. you are a LOT older than me and you don't seem to care, which is just awesome. and you have cool lyric contests.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/binkysaurus/">you</a> i just visited at genaurdi's a few hours ago, and you gave me a genaurdi's club card. lol. what can i say about stevie? i see him every day, and follow him home from play practice. he is wonderful. and he gives great hugs. :) i love you stevie<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/chemical/">you</a> and i met in very interesting circumstances involving a support request, a suicide plea and a comment i left in your journal. i don't know you very well, but we've talked a few times and i read your journal, and you seem pretty cool.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/chrissybee/">you</a> i don't know very well at all. i added you to my friends list as a result of your journal popping up from the "random" link, and i liked the looks of it. i do read your journal, even though you don't post much and i never leave comments. i'll have to do that sometime :)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/dreamystar/">you</a> are the person i gave my original invite code too! YAY! a-s-h, l-e-y, s-t-u-h-l! ashley stuuuhl, ashley stuuuuuhl ... why? because we LOVE her! hehehe. you are another one i know in real life and therefore this little entry isn't really for you, but i love you anyway.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/fairy/">you</a> are another "random" link friend. i REALLY like your journal, and the little stories you post with pictures of your cats and spiders. i always look forward to another update from you :) plus you gave me an invite code when i needed one, which was awesome.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/freedomcome/">you</a> also like ani difranco a lot, which rocks. you confuse me a lot with your journal entries, but you also make me think a lot, which is cool. and you im me first :)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/girl_from_mars/">you</a> are very cool! you leave nice comments in my journal, and you are a hard-working un-prived support volunteer just like me. and you actually cared a lot when i said i wasn't going to be back until april, which made me feel special.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/highway/">you</a> are the FIRST person from livejournal i ever talked to on icq or instant messenger. you answered a bunch of my questions and that was very cool. plus you work reeeeally hard in support. and oh yeah! your cute doggy userpics ROCK! hehehe<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/jaxxx/">you</a> randomly added me to your friends list, and when i went to check you out, i immediately added you back. dolphins rock. and you update a LOT, so i always have new friends entries to read.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/jiblet/">you</a> also added me to your friends list before i even knew who you were. i'm pretty sure you found me through <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/adcott/">him</a>, but i'm not positive. either way, you seem pretty cool. cool enough that i gave you an invite code, which i know you used for your girlfriend. :) your userpic of you and her is very cute.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/jillwolf/">you</a> rock. lol. i first added you to my friends list because you seemed cool, then you added me back and wrote all those friends-only entries about that youth conference, which were very interesting and made me think a lot about my faith. THEN you read my ENTIRE journal!!!! that was so cool. you left a lot of comments - you've left the most comments in my journal of all my friends. and you love my moodtheme. and to top it off, you have a lot of very cool and cute userpics! YAY! lol<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/jupie1000/">you</a> are kat. i see you every day in school. and we have a cool song!! "i have a friend ... she waits for me when i look stupid ..." hehehe. you haven't written in your livejournal for awhile, but i'm sure you'll come back. :) &lt;#<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/kawaiiluna/">you</a> i don't know too well, but you are cool. you went on the march for life!! i wonder if we saw each other there. lol. and you're pretty. and you leave comments in my journal :)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/leora/">you</a> are another one of those high-and-mighty support privs that i happened to befriend. you have a long, seemingly-endless string of webpages that are fun to surf around when i'm bored. and you taught me how to really do support the right way. plus, your journal entries REALLY make me think. so rock on.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/lilmouse/">you</a> are a wonderful person. i see you every day, and i don't think i've ever really told you how much you mean to me. well, here it is: KELLY, YOU ROCK. hehe. and you have cool hair. and a mouse userpic that i found for you. and you love <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/songwriter100/">him</a>. (and i played a part in that happening. hehe.) much love<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/luckieecharms/">you</a> i just added recently. you seem like a very cool person. you are constantly changing your journal layout and your userpics, and i really enjoy all of them. and you have a cool name. roxanne ruby. that rocks.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/modestmike/">you</a> are the reason i have a livejournal in the first place. you hardly ever update, but that's okay, because i talk to you in school. i owe my entire livejournal experience to you, bugging all your friends for codes because i reallly wanted a journal and you had already used yours. so, rock on, mikey. lol<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/moeser/">you</a> have a very cool looking journal. strawberries rock. i don't know you very well, but i do like reading your journal and enjoying your little strawberry moodtheme. hehe :)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/moondot121/">you</a> are probably the friend i'm the least familiar with. all i know is, i clicked the "random" link, found your journal, and added you. but here is something special: i started reading the harry potter books because of you. hehe. so that's cool.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/nyxie/">you</a> seem to like me a lot, for some reason. i saw you sometimes in support, but never really talked to you until you started talking to me. and i discovered that you are really cool. and you have a geek code block on your userinfo page, which inspired me to go create my own. lol. and your textmessage you sent me the other day cheered me up :) rock on.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/o0wah/">you</a> are yet another "random" link person. you update a lot and you have cool userpics, which rocks. you like cookies. and i really enjoy reading your journal :) and you answer all my polls! hehe<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/oceanbaby2002/">you</a> i met through <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/quotes/">this</a> community. it was that one post about the true meaning of christmas being christ that originally introduced me to you, and the way you were sticking up for what you (and i) believe in really impressed me. so i added you to my friends list :) you are very cool and your kinda soap-opera-y life sometimes reminds me of mine.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/opiummmm/">you</a> are another high-and-mighty livejournal person who i added to my friends list just out of curiosity, to see what you're like. (and then you added me back.) and i have discovered that you are, among other things, extremely funny. your sense of humor rocks :) you are also very smart. (but you knew that already.)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/polythene_girl/">you</a> are <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/girl_from_mars/">her</a>.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/prettybymistake/">you</a> are the FIRST person i added as a result of the "random" link. you are awesome. you have cool userpics and the things you write in your journal make me think sometimes. plus, you support me a lot, despite the fact that we don't know each other. we seem to have stuff in common :) you rock.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/pumpsnail/">you</a> are another person i met in the lowly un-prived-ness of support, and i very quickly added you to my friends list. you are very funny and very nice, and i really like reading your journal. you cheer me up a lot with your comments :) plus your journal is very purple-y and black and cool looking. and i LOVE your chick moodtheme! YAY! lol<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/randomish/">you</a> are no longer on my friends list because your journal has been suddenly and mysteriously suspended. but, just in case you somehow read this entry, you are very smart and the quotes in your journal (or, the quotes that USED TO BE in your journal) always made me think.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/rosyroo/">you</a> i don't know well at all, but we seem to have stuff in common and i always enjoy reading your journal, even though you don't post too much anymore. but you're cool.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/silvercircus/">you</a> are extremely cool. you have excellent taste in music, and if i lived close enough to go to that weezer concert with you, i would've. you clued me in to dave matthews band's new tour schedule. and you leave cool comments in my journal. AND you post stuff in <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/yellowbubble/">here</a>. you rock. :)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/smileloki/">you</a> are unbelievably smart. and i would say this even if i didn't know you are 15 and already in college. just the stuff you write in your entries and how good you are at support shows how intelligent you are. plus you sent me a cool textmessage. :) rock on.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/smilesinthedark/">you</a> are very much in love with your boyfriend john. you're one of the people who convinced me that teenage love can exist and be real, even though i don't even know you in real life. plus your entries make me think.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/songwriter100/">you</a> are charlie!!! you are one of the greatest people i've ever met, you're one of my best friends in the world, and, believe it or not, of all my friends, you are the ONE who made me what i am today, more than anyone else. you inspire me to see the better side of everything. and you restring my guitar for me! lol. i love you more than you know<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/sonicice/">you</a> have a lot in common with me, even though it doesn't really seem that way too much on the surface. but you do. and you have extremely cool taste in music. and you always make me laugh with your answers to my polls :) rock on.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/specialcheese/">you</a> i've had a lot of problems with over the past year, but it finally seems as if we are getting along again. you wrote one entry in your livejournal and then abandoned it, but you are on my friends list nevertheless, so i'm putting you on here :) i'm glad you enjoyed your christmas gift.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/v1irrational/">you</a> are the only person on my friends list who is not also on my friends-of list. you used to go to my school. you have no idea who i am (on livejournal ... you know me in real life though). and i doubt you'll ever see this entry. lol. ain't it great?<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/yellowbubble/">you</a> are my community.<br /><br />and <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/zilly14/">you</a> i added to my friends list as a result of, once again, the "random" link. i really like reading your journal because it's obvious we have stuff in common, especially the religious aspect. so that's cool. and you have the number 14 in your username, which is my lucky number :) so rock on.<br /><br /><br />alright ... i'm finally done! LEAVE A COMMENT :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:49237 2002-01-29T23:31:42Z 2002-01-29T23:31:42Z Dave Matthews Band - Lie In Our Graves as a result of my grades this quarter (not <b>bad</b>, but not straight a's or anything), my parents have banished me from several things for third quarter so i can concentrate more on my schoolwork. one of them is LiveJournal.<br />so, i won't be writing in here for a good two and a half months. i also won't be checking my friends page, or doing support, or anything of the sort. i am banished for the entire third quarter. so, since i care about every one of you, please keep in touch. i have met some great people on LJ. please - if something important, or particularly funny, or anything happens in your life that you think i might want to know about, let me know. i've added a list of ways to contact me at the bottom of this entry. it would be cool if some of us could even write to each other by snail-mail. :) i'm not leaving forever, but if you're as hooked on LiveJournal and your LiveJournal friends as i am, you understand that two and a half months is a long, long, loooooong time.<br />so, ttfn, everyone. i will miss you all.<br /><br />***<b>WAYS TO CONTACT ME</b>***<br />1. email me: satellite014@hotmail.com <i>(i have msn messenger too ... james ... lol)</i><br />2. aol instant messenger: sgtpepper667<br />3. icq: 144040473<br />4. *i LOVE this* send me a text message: <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/tools/textmessage.bml?user=bigeyedfish">http://www.livejournal.com/tools/textmessage.bml?user=bigeyedfish</a> . <i>(this will only work until march 11, 2002. that is when my paid account expires. <b>if any of you want to renew my paid account :):):):), you can do so by clicking here: <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/paidaccounts/?gift=1">http://www.livejournal.com/paidaccounts/?gift=1</a> :):):):). hehe. i will love you forever.</b>)</i><br />5. if you want to communicate by snail-mail (which would be awesome - i love writing and getting letters), email me using the address above and we'll talk about it.<br /><br />i love you all!!<br /><br />- Jessie "Pepper" "BigEyedFish" &lt;3&lt;3&lt;3&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:48962 2002-01-28T01:48:49Z 2002-01-28T01:48:49Z U2 - Elevation adcot typ[ed an nentry bwith his nose and i thyought it souned frun.<br />lol<br />i a mn way btoo bored.<br />i ned a life.<br />come on, everyoe. type with your nosswe<br /><br /><i><small>(translation:<br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_adcott' lj:user='adcott' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://adcott.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://adcott.livejournal.com/'><b>adcott</b></a></span> typed an entry with his nose and i thought it sounded fun.<br />lol<br />i am way too bored.<br />i need a life.<br />come on, everyone. type with your nose)</i></small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:48859 2002-01-27T21:12:06Z 2002-01-27T21:12:06Z Phish - Fluffhead <div><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=17422">View Poll: ... stuff ...</a></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:48469 2002-01-27T20:18:38Z 2002-01-27T20:18:38Z Weezer - Butterfly <center><img src="http://www.paleothea.com/Pictures/aquiz.gif"> <p> <a href="http://www.paleothea.com/quiz.html">See which Greek Goddess you are.</a><br /></center><br /><br /><i>and also (ironically) ...</i><br /><br /><b>You scored 41.7% Athena</b><br />If you are ruled by Athena, you are bright-eyed, shrewd, resourceful and inventive. With friends, you are the wise counselor -- always ready with an empowering message. You are believe strongly that women can accomplish anything men can. No wonder you put so much time into your career. Athena women tend to be ruled by their head, not by their heart. You carefully guard your intimate side, protecting your emotions and vulnerability. If you want to awaken your unexpressed womanliness, you'll have to use the same passion you apply to your intellectual achievements. It's important that you work to integrate your strong masculine side with your feminine side -- bringing together your strength with your vulnerability, your creativity with caring, your intelligence with imagination. Otherwise, you risk coming off as unaffectionate and self-righteous.<br /><br />all my others are no more than 16.7%, so this one is basically me ... very, very accurate. if you want, you can read about the rest of the goddesses and my scores and stuff, and learn where to take the quiz ... <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 16.7% Hestia</b><br />If you embody the qualities of Hestia, you understand the value of having your own sacred place, whether it's an actual room or simply a time of day when you free your mind of busy thoughts and experience peace of mind. There's no doubt this place is at home -- where you feel the most joy. Home is your sanctuary. You are at home with yourself wherever you are, though, and no matter whom you are with. You know that the meaning of your life springs from your spiritual center. This brings you a great sense of security. You do not crave attention or material possessions; you nurture your friends and family with your unconditional love.<br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 16.7% Persephone</b><br />If you exemplify the qualities of Persephone, you have most likely experienced great loss in your life -- the loss of your health or your emotional or physical security, the betrayal of a friend or lover, the loss of a child, your own divorce or that of your parents. This experience has forced you to face the dark, unenlightened side of yourself (the side that blames other people or circumstances for your own suffering) and transform yourself into a stronger, more independent, more accepting and more loving person. It may have also led you down a spiritual path, and moved you to place great emphasis on inner calm and on close connections with friends. You are capable of embracing, integrating and accepting difficult experiences. Because of that skill, you offer others the gift of empathy -- you know where they are or have been. <br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 8.3% Aphrodite</b><br />If you are ruled mostly by Aphrodite, your femininity and passionate spirit are the controlling forces in your life. You tend to be charismatic and self-assured, comfortable with your body and unrestrained sexually. Men are drawn to you like bees to flowers, which satisfies your erotic nature. However, you tend not to form permanent attachments with lovers because you value your sexual freedom, which may leave you feeling lonely and even depleted once a relationship ends.<br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 8.3% Artemis</b><br />If you are ruled by Artemis, your independent spirit belongs to no one but yourself. Your body is vibrant, your attitude robust and your manner vigorous and alive. You are driven by physical rather than mental energy. You feel complete without a man in your life and would never compromise your essential nature for a romantic partner. You are skilled at establishing personal boundaries and enter into relationships on your own terms -- in short, you can take care of yourself. This attitude may at times put men off.<br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 8.3% Demeter</b><br />If you fit the Demeter archetype, you are a nurturer and caretaker. You have a generous heart and enjoy extending your love to others. You are motivated by the most powerful of instincts -- to give life -- and selflessly devote yourself to the life you create. You feel compelled to care for all those around you, even if they are not your own children. In short, you feel the need to be all things to all people and, therefore, your own needs sometimes go unmet. You must learn to say no, and apply Artemis's sense of boundaries and Aphrodite's ability to put herself first. That way, you can give to others from an overflowing rather than a half-full cup.<br /><br /><br /><b>You scored 0% Hera</b><br />If you possess many of Hera's qualities, you tend to find fulfillment in relationships and look on marriage as a permanent union. In marriage, you feel no sense of frustration or resentment, because you are an equal partner with your spouse. You are confident and have no trouble asserting your authority in and out of the relationships. You seek men who are self-confident and successful, because you are comfortable with the concept that you can be fulfilled through him (and him through you). As long as your partner honors the marriage as much as you do and appreciates you, you will be happy. If he doesn't, you must concentrate on your own growth and discover an identity independent of him. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:48234 2002-01-27T19:06:14Z 2002-01-27T19:06:14Z Dave Matthews Band - Crush <div align="center"><img src="http://mirwen.caloric.nu/lady/quiz/pants.gif"><br><br>god, you're so manly. take the quiz <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php3?client=dumdedum">here</a>.</div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:47889 2002-01-27T03:52:45Z 2002-01-27T03:52:45Z Mandy Moore - Cry i went to see a movie. with beth and ashley.<br />and i cried.<br /><br /><b>i don't cry at movies.</b><br /><br />it was "a walk to remember".<br />it rocked. go see it. i'm serious. highly recommended. it ROCKED. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:47680 2002-01-26T17:12:38Z 2002-01-26T17:12:38Z <marquee behavior="alternate"><b><big>HAPPY BIRFDAY <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_dreamystar' lj:user='dreamystar' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://dreamystar.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://dreamystar.livejournal.com/'><b>dreamystar</b></a></span>!!!!!!!!</marquee></b></big><br /><br />woohoo.<br />and at 5 i'm going to her birthday party (bethie, kat and maybe erin are going too), and we're going to chill at her house for awhile, then go see "a walk to remember"!!!!!<br />yay. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:47505 2002-01-26T03:37:00Z 2002-01-26T03:37:00Z Pretenders - I'll Stand By You i just modified my journal (some link and text colors, and the moodtheme ... again). :)<br />today was the first one-act practice! my cast friggen rocks. we read over the whole play, and everyone is so good and well-cast. and they like their parts. and i'm really enjoying myself. and it's only just begun! they all said i'm a kickass director and (::blush::) clapped for me. i felt incredibly special.<br />maybe <i>this</i> is what i'm cut out to do ... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:47157 2002-01-26T02:00:01Z 2002-01-26T02:00:01Z <img src="http://www.adcott.com/~bigeyedfish/flowerpots.jpg"><br /><br />how cute is that??? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:47033 2002-01-25T03:16:36Z 2002-01-25T03:16:36Z victorious background music ... lol casted my one-act tonight. i had to stay at school until 7 for auditions, then till 9 for casting. it was fun. i got most of my first choices, and i am very happy with my final cast. 15 very talented people. they'll all find out who they are tomorrow after homeroom :) i'm going to have a blast with my cast (haha that rhymed) and with the other directors (char, dave and emily).<br />woohoo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:46631 2002-01-24T02:42:58Z 2002-01-24T02:42:58Z Dave Matthews Band - Pig (again) this one's really short. (but sweet. lol)<br /><br /><u>“Rainbow”</u><br /><br />through all the broken promises<br />that rain down on me<br />i still look for the rainbow<br />the colors are meant to be.<br />no sunshine in my world today<br />the rainbow shimmers as i cry<br />but the sun will shine my way<br />through the sunset in your eyes.<br /><br />hmm. i must stop writing poems now. i don't like thinking about one certain person too much. i get all emotional.<br />blah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigeyedfish:46395 2002-01-23T22:22:15Z 2002-01-23T22:22:15Z Pachelbel - Canon in D <u>“Moment”</u><br /><br />Now we’re getting too close, I know<br />But in this moment, he won’t let go<br />I think he is looking to me<br />Instead, he is looking through me<br />I turn to see his past behind me<br />But in this moment is where he’ll find me<br />Now I try to feel as he does<br />I want to know more than she does<br />I know he is hurting inside<br />All these feelings he tries to hide<br />Sharing them is the last thing on his mind<br />And words to express them he’ll never find<br />Meanwhile, it’s love I’m searching for<br />I know I’m falling more and more<br />I’m almost afraid to speak again<br />I know this moment will come to an end<br />I know it’s my mind, not my heart, I’ll serve<br />Each moment with him is more than I deserve<br />This feeling is one I’ll remember forever<br />In this moment I’m falling for you more than ever <br /><br />… please catch me.